It has been a long time since the last time I posted anything on this site. In fact, I had trouble accessing it on my new computer. After some confusing logins and reminders that I have too many email addresses for a normal person, I have returned.
I returned mostly because I wanted to see what I used to write, but after looking through my old posts, it made me happy. It made me want to post again.
I’m not sure if or when I’ll be back. I thought about this too, and thought about how it connects to the people in our lives.
One day, you will say goodbye to a friend, and it will be the final time that you speak to them. Not because you don’t like them. Or because something horrible has happened to them, but just because. It’s not a reflection of either of your character but more-so just an unfortunate circumstance of life.
I had a chemistry teacher in high school who would always say “if you want me to do more of X, I will have to do less of Y”. Essentially, everything that you do comes at a cost.
One day, I want to have a family. It will inevitably cost me some friends. Fortunately, some friends are family.
Anyways, you may hear from me tomorrow. Maybe not. Maybe a week from now. I don’t know. You aren’t family.
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